This Was Amazing!

It is quiet...Dee is at his friend, Gregg's funeral in Tucson. Nathan is working on his truck. Kayty is at work. I can't stand tv...so I sit here. I begin to think...and, maybe, feel sorry for myself...just a little bit. Things are difficult here...not insurmountable, but difficult. I am going to turn 49 in July (on the 4th, no less...but no fireworks when you get to be my age), and have been going through a periodic "mid life assessment" when I run, when times are quiet. I feel too ... just too...too far away from Adam and Grace, too strapped and behind in credits to go to school...too inexperienced to get anything but uproarious laughter when I submit my resume...too old to dream. Then, as I was checking my google reader, I find this. Just watch and see what it means to make a dream come true.